Pieces of me
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This is where I am right now. I am obsessed with cleaning or yard work orrrrrr I want to be in bed and left alone. I have no joy. I hurt and ache all the time. I want to be happy, to re-join the life I had, but I cant. Like you said…..it’s to exhausting. It’s not worth it. I have found myself buying myself all of these new clothes. I NEVER bought anything for myself. Seriously, like next to never….I am not though, I guess to make myself happy? How stupid is that though? I don’t go out, I HATE to even get dressed so WHY would I do something so dumb? I can’t even understand or make sense of myself. How could I expect anyone else to? I feel terrible knowing that others feel like I do. This is a horrible, hallow shell of the me I was.
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We learn to accept ourselves as this new person we have become. I have also gone out shopping to try and make myself feel better. I have learned that it doesn’t work. I rarely go out either. The hardest part for us grievers is learning to live again. It starts with a lot of help. Hugs to you. I know how you feel.
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